what's the matter

what's the matter?
what matter the most?

well
what i meant
is not about physics lol

attended a physic seminar
the talk wasn't bad

what we remember the most
is both the happy and sad stuff
said the lecturer
and it recalled me

research
and yeah
most of the time
people'll remember those 2

laughter leads joy in life
and certainly most of us have it often
so, what's the sadness for?

it isn't the matter
of recalling how much u suffered from the pain
but actually the motivator
who pushes you
characterising you to be tougher
who gave thee experiences
lessons to be learnt in life

what if 2 choices given
happy living life?
or face it with dull-looking face?

care of something that matter u
and not those little stuff
that would give rise to ur temper
if u know it did
u should've ignore it

human tend to emphasize the bad 1
no matter how good u treated one
one mistake could ruin all
as if it has been tattoo-ed on the face
and be a barrier in between

well
just a research of mine
disagreement doesn't matter me~

(from dee)
Human tend to forget
no matter how deep the wound was
and how much we've vowed to ourselves not to repeat the same mistakes
we still forget and regret once again.

that's humanity
what can we really say about it?
(-blank-)

sometimes
i looked at them
I sigh
something tiny-liked
can matter them greatly

I do like form4 poem
"road not taken" and "IF"
it's really great!

about the Anugerah stuff
one said I must be really "beh song"
for not getting best achivm for maths while others did

daiko~
what should I be mad of? ~.~

is still on research
have been thinking too much sometimes
and it bother me
I don't like leaving problems apart
or hid it somewhere
it should be told, be solved
try, or will be never ending story

I learnt that
partially
yet to be completed.