Monday, October 25, 2010

an unforgettable person

where else in this world still has such kind of people?

as if I'm scolding some1
but actually I was glad that I met her...

It was last Sunday
when a bunch of us attended seminar
they planned to go for a movie
I rejected it
as I dun wanna waste my time on that

after MCD
I headed to the LRT station
looking at them on the opposite of station
as we are on the different way

道不同不相为谋~ 哈哈

and only then
I started to notice her action on the train

she kept her smile all the way
looking around and smile to the others
but no one likely to pay her back
when she did so to me
I was stunned

lost in thoughts
I wasn't able to react
I'm sorry that I paid her a cool look

she bowed
smiled with sigh
I guess she was frustrated by the responses

through her eyes
I know that she was thinking
I wish I'm brave enough to ask her that time

I found myself in her
knowing that how the public treated that manner as
what 1st come in mind is that
"is she normal?"

I guess about 90% people will have that in mind
smiling for no reason?
ki siao liao meh~

I myself was treated that way
"你傻的啊?"
so, Mun had stopped me from doing so
anymore~.~

happy living life
I asked
must there be a reason to smile?
MUST?
one can really smile for nothing sometimes
and end up being treated as a comedian
a joker~~

-cut-

today we had great fun on basket ball
and in the class
where Mr.Chow'll always come around
and say, "eh, xxx, don't pretend a~"

which eyes of yours saw us pretending ~.~
and when the lucky draw fell on Kiu....

"eh Q, ...."
"no pretend ah, I no pretend ah!"

whole class laughed non-stop
his response surprised me
he eventually learnt to fight back now!
hahaha

well
back to the main story
I guess I learnt something from that girl
some personalities that I should maintain
no matter how hard life has brought me down
I'll try

-cut-

an unforgettable person
If I've follow the gangs for movie
or K-box cause they missed the time for that
I wouldn't have the chance to meet her

and I wrote an essay on this experiences
but at the end of it
only I realised that I've been out of the topic
离题 =.=

what so ever
as long as I've done my work
and most important
I dun care the marks
but u must return it back pls~.~

I shared my essay
non attraction of it
why all wanna read lol

2 pairs of earrings.......
and something hit Michelle's mind
she tried to figure out her appearance with me

"是不是有...的? 是不是...的?"

wondering if we both are mentioning the same person
if true, she is same seminar class with Michelle
so have to prepare myself for questions
is looking forward to see her again
hope that is the same person we talked about =D

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

what's the matter

what's the matter?
what matter the most?

well
what i meant
is not about physics lol

attended a physic seminar
the talk wasn't bad

what we remember the most
is both the happy and sad stuff
said the lecturer
and it recalled me

research
and yeah
most of the time
people'll remember those 2

laughter leads joy in life
and certainly most of us have it often
so, what's the sadness for?

it isn't the matter
of recalling how much u suffered from the pain
but actually the motivator
who pushes you
characterising you to be tougher
who gave thee experiences
lessons to be learnt in life

what if 2 choices given
happy living life?
or face it with dull-looking face?

care of something that matter u
and not those little stuff
that would give rise to ur temper
if u know it did
u should've ignore it

human tend to emphasize the bad 1
no matter how good u treated one
one mistake could ruin all
as if it has been tattoo-ed on the face
and be a barrier in between

well
just a research of mine
disagreement doesn't matter me~

(from dee)
Human tend to forget
no matter how deep the wound was
and how much we've vowed to ourselves not to repeat the same mistakes
we still forget and regret once again.

that's humanity
what can we really say about it?
(-blank-)

sometimes
i looked at them
I sigh
something tiny-liked
can matter them greatly

I do like form4 poem
"road not taken" and "IF"
it's really great!

about the Anugerah stuff
one said I must be really "beh song"
for not getting best achivm for maths while others did

daiko~
what should I be mad of? ~.~

is still on research
have been thinking too much sometimes
and it bother me
I don't like leaving problems apart
or hid it somewhere
it should be told, be solved
try, or will be never ending story

I learnt that
partially
yet to be completed.

Monday, October 11, 2010

叶老师

weeeeee~~

什么叶老师?
其实是PnYap啦~~

常常Pissa课前
我跟CM都会去“拜访”她一下的
不知道是陪她,还是kacau她 xD

她做事的那几篇
很有意义一下的咯~
不看真是浪费

她讲不开心的时候就会看看
警惕自己哦

本以为老师是很坚强,很开朗的人
不过 也是的
毕竟老师不是铁人
也是有感情地~

真可爱的一天
我敬爱的PnYap说起人生大道理咯!

原本空着的肚子
突然间被撑饱了~
我笑饱了 xD

其实account的功课不是很多
只是有时候做下做下
会很“显”地~

今天我们3人
我,水哥,浦哥
排排坐
在老师批改书的时候
埋怨声起了... ...

想象一下老牛的叫声~~
不是,是将近天国的老牛!

看到他们俩像4尸一样
老师开始念经了 =D

“你们一开始为什么会拿account?”
“吓。。。”

“你们喜欢account没有?”
“吓。。。一半一半咯”

“你看,要拿就要做,现在44样,哪里可以的?”
“你喜欢它一半,所以它分数也给你一半咯!”
“你要喜欢它,要跟它做朋友,它才会跟你好的嘛”

“哦哦哦..." (懒散的回应)

“你看看,讲你们又不甘愿,等下又讲“daigorzai”了咯,会想咯~”

在隔壁的我真的笑爆了
写多也无谓
不身在其中
真的不知道当中的乐趣
好像啊娘教子!

如果她是我的母亲...
有时候,除了给她讲我不礼貌的话
还真没有什么的了
当然啦!
Ngai很乖,liakdoi来的嘛!xD

Friday, October 8, 2010

发泄~

很火啊!!!!!!!!

ngor hou down aaa~~~

dim gai sejarah gam "GAI" geh!~~

我们常常说“做人要向前看”
做么还要读历史的~~
更何况还要去读人家的历史
真多事
得空到~~

C C C C C!!!

从max4分讲到变6 7分
那百二寸不烂之舌
我要写一个“服”字给他们了~

最讨厌报告成绩给父母知道

我知道如果我照那原因讲
一定中爸爸讲“笨”的

可是我还是那一句,
“我拿我应该拿的分!”
是你的就是你的咯~

二话

我发现
我这一班男生很会“造”名句精华一下的喔~
正确来说,
以我为首,啊浦为次
其他的“卡了飞”,很像没有出过什么名句添~.~

不过呢
名句中都有不良词句~~~
所以不可乱用~~

近日名句
“临时抱佛脚,一定中人*iao!”

告诉你不要last minute才读书
不然就像浦大哥那样,
华语答错

谁知
“近水楼台先得月”下联?
向阳花木易为春?
nonono,

浦哥新名句:
“近水楼台先得月,月到中秋分外明”!

赞,Jing Khai like this. =D

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

filming

4/10

teacher Zaiti came in all of sudden
and told us that we are going to be filmed on wednesday

whoa~ filming!
students get excited but nervous too!
cuz the condition of our class is so ...... "perfect" ~

I suggested to use 5Beta
but blah blah blah~~
so CM insisted to be in our class

okay lor~
the class need to start afresh too~
so we decided to put 120% effort on our class
we?

the account paper was so hard for me
that I can hardly have a time to rest for even a second
hendak seribu daya, tidak seribu papaya~.~
I should have paid more effort on it

after recess
we started our work

I hate this kind of work
when we are doing
and others are sitting
as if the world is orbiting
but non of their business

HUAT DA FATT!!!

new words I learnt~~
MC came around twice
and he could just say

"good job Zaiti, but make sure every1 do his job."
as if ...

blah~
less word on this
cuz some1 said she's the same xD

6/10

and the day has come
the class is totally a before and after look
and the 5A stars have prepared to get OSCAR prize!!

some kawat shows this morning
and the cameraman came
the filem started~

"just be yourself", teacher said
but we still acted on it
cuz we are pro actor actress! =D

now I know that
"台上一分钟,台下十年功"

4 hours hard work on decoration
40seconds' video as return~
LOL rediculous?~.~

it's abit upset
but at least our class is not as before

I remember MC kept on asking us to deco the class in the early year
but non of it got into us~
oh~~ we are doing this for tcher Z, isn't it? =]

though tired but enjoyed
so much jokes I had during work
with Jas, CM and mic xD

"认真的女人最美,你看她们几美!"
"认真的女人真的很美,可是你一点都不美~"

haha sorry I was just joking ^^

and then we got some trial results
95 for A+?
oh gosh~~ who can have it all??

by now
the worst subject of mine is SEJARAH!
I hate memorising!
and thus I got C for it......
2 A+ 2A- 1C~~
ngor hou down a....

haiz.....
congratz for those who As
and surely
thumb up for those who tried so hard to change their SEJ grade
indeed really hard
i'm impressed --- “服”
the class was so crowded with the "tawar menawar" sound
fuyohh macam pasar~

pity Michelle that MC counted wrongly for her marks
own's fault but so lazy to change it
really Zzz...

I wanted to belanja her my pancake
but she refused
it's ok she not in mood
so nvm i understand =]

though so she's still herself
like a "38 mui" xD
yaya love it!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

plan

have you come out with a good plan?
what's your plan towards life?

yeah....plan.....
what's mine?
I don't really have one
especially about life!

*ell ya!!
I'm totally lost ~.~
on the way of my journey
I came to a T-junction
and being silly
I have chosen the dark

they tried to pull me back
but they used a way that's not entertaining
is actually a way that's not suitable to get me out of it
now, I even sink deeper...deeper

plan
one can have thousands of plan in life
but can he really achieved them all?

what's my plan?
what's yours?

plan
sounds like target, or wish
but there's still different.

well
regarding to the post title
I gonna use it all as the word "plan"
though I know it's wrongly used

my parents plan me to have straight As in SPM

papa plan to have a trip to China after my sis passed her SPM~
I thought 2012 is a better year
for China is the place where the spaceships built!
well do not follow the movie too much~~

they plan so that I follow my bro to study pharmacy course
if I could get the JPA scholarship~
hard for me due my laziiinesss...

I don't really like it when they talk about this
cause it's just for the sake of money
as pharmacists'll have the plight of job by gov

money money money
in this realistic world
It's really hard to survive without $$~

"有钱也愁,无钱也愁"
this's why the problem always persist to exist
~MEN'S CAUSE~

have I ever come out with a plan?
planning of life?
yet to have
but a little plan, I did

I plan to learn guitar from anyone~
who can teach? without fee xD

I plan to go to work with Michelle at Genting
actually she came out with that
but her parents even plan earlier for her
they've gotta fly to Sarawak right the next day after SPM
owh...not a good 1...

haiz...
plan...
what's that?

while I'm typing this
others may have books on their hands now
heading to the top
and I'm still behind the door

parental expectation sometimes have turned my plans into dust
cause that
the word "随便" or "cincai"
is always on my lips now
this word is really annoying sometimes
you made others to plan for you
but you make me no choice really...

I HATE PLANNING!
what the?!
planning the experiment?!
GO AND!!!!....finish the test~.~

haih...
do I really know what I'm doing?
I thought I can think well all the time
but sometimes I don't

someone did the same thing
that's why we both could share some
weird
and if we really did
I guess there would be unlimited words of it

oh no~
where I've been?
plan~
I plan to write this post
and I have thought about it whole morning
in the bus to KL

but
what I've written here
it's abit different
or less than what I've planned to write~

see, plan just doesn't go as I wish~
sobbbbb~~~~~~~~~

I am given too much freedom!
but also burden at the same time!
I ain't no plan
I just don't know how~

well I'll be alright

does this really help?