Saturday, June 27, 2009

误会

自从诗歌朗诵赛那天起...
莫名其妙的 有了这段绯闻~
却不知源自何处...

有时 好玩
有时 好烦

开始时 的确很好奇
因为 不知是谁起头的
不加解释 想看看
会是怎样的一个结局。

但是 却不是想象中简单
这绯闻 不因时间渐逝
反而更难搞...

我 面临问题了
我发现 我不知如何解决

并不是因为
我不会 我不可以
是因为我担心
我知道 我不能
也不应该伤害...

因此
我开始去认识自我
到底 我 是个怎样的人?
到底 我 想要什么?
然而 我还是不能确定...悲

说回这無根源的緋聞吧
其实 应该沒什麽的
但是 我怕
我怕这緋聞
會给 帶來无形的傷害...
这 不会是我想要看到的...

这几天
朋友 谈着同样的话题
有点纳闷
就连也觉得烦,
“why u always talk abt ...?!”

是我想要解决问题吗?
还是我和搭不上其他的话题了...

She said,
“从绯闻开始的那一刻起,你就已经在伤害着了...”

OMG!
也许是吧...
莫名其妙地成了緋聞中的女主角
还是跟一个陌生人?!
but i dun mean 2 do it...

好想知道,
此刻的 到底在想什么呢?
猜不透...

朋友
最了解我的那一个
知道我的
“i duno hw 2solve it... i dun1 2hurt any1...”
“长痛不如短痛,告诉人家吧...”

enn,误会越深,跌得越痛!
可是... 我... 没有勇气...
i... am not a tough guy... really...

She asked,“wad do u actually wan?!”
... ... ... ...

其實 我覺得
那女生 很可愛
她的笑容 很甜美
很想跟做個朋友
只是單純的朋友,
而不是到那种关系...

我的好朋友也是,
最近 就因跟某某朋友较fren,
又变成了他人的话题。
gossip boy/girl frenz...

往往
都有着一些
奇怪的人 奇怪的思想
爱把普通的事,
变成头条新闻!
funny?! huh ...

我 曾嘗試跟朋友解釋,
但朋友却不相信。
把我的澄清 当作玩笑...
时间一久
我也不想多说,
自己一直坚决的否认,
也慢慢地变成了承认...

脑海 一片空白
我也已不知所措了...
希望能够明白。

要是之前
帶來了一些煩惱,
我想在這裡
說聲對不起。

希望我們以后
会是好朋友...

Friday, June 26, 2009

being a coward =(

y izit so hot 2day?
non stop sweating 1...
LOL
wad r u trying 2tel?
isi tersirat?! =.=

做一个人做到你酱没有胆
可悲可悲...

after skul
yet she havent back
standing jz right in front of me
but dun even dare 2speak 2her...

come on!!
y r u being soooo noooooob!!

一时一时
她会望过来
一时一时
也会望回去

眼神交叉之时
好尴尬
只能露出无奈的表情

一直装傻
不敢开口
怕到最后没有话题

my bez fren
stil chatting wif her gossip boyfren ^^
n im stil...
waiting 4 her 2come...
save me! arhh... +.+

n when she came...
she forced me 2talk wif her!!

“去跟她讲话!”

walao eh! can u soft abit?
by the time i knw tat she heard it
jz pretend she duno...

yer... gt no shame at all la u =.=
im dead...
我不知道怎样收尾了...

sometimes or...
i often ask myself..
the same ques...
oni a few ppl knw my prob i thk...
mayb oni she knw wad is my ques abt...
i consider her, my another bez fren^^

but
even myself cant figure it out
i gt no point!

wad do u actually wan har?
I DUNO I DUNO !!
she said she hate ppl like tat
sometimes like tis
sometimes like tat
tak de pendirian sendiri 1...

so i requested her 2hate me =.=
weird guy~

haiz!!
i dun1 2care so much edi!
let it be~
mayb time will let us knw sth...
the day will come
soon...

M.J.

our beloved Mr M.J.
Michael Jackson
has gone...
leaving his fans bhind

She made him her idol
feeling so sad when he's gone
mourn 4 him...

MJ
cant even laz
until his concert

p. surgery
has leaded him 2 the death
or perhaps...
we r the 1 who do...

MJ
born in a poor family
dark skin
discriminated by others
but determination
brought him success

n then
went 4 p.surgery
cuz of too much injection
for years...
made him 2 say byebye 2us
4ever...

i jz heard it
duno whether it's true or...

thr r some ppl who hate MJ
wondering y is he
doing so much surgeries...
some even said he
molessed the kidz...
izit the truth?
he who knw it himself...

somehow
thr r stil some1 loved him
his songs...
his styles...
n his moonwalk...
special indeed!!

nw
he left us 4ever
but his spirit is stil wif us...
tats wad ppl oways say...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

6.23 sth has chg~

i use ENG 4 tis
so tat u can understand
better than using chinese
although my eng nt really gud
banana banana!
kaka^^
_ _ _ _ _

She has changed
after she came back~

She has changed
after he has done sth wrongly~

She has changed
after sth has happen~

totally Out of expect !!~
n he really dunno wad had happen

Bcuz of him? or her? or them? @.@

BUT
She hasn't changed yet!! Hurray =)
Im glad that
I'm still who i am!
n She is still herself ^^

2day
kind of strange really...

Early in the morning
when we were talking to
the... the... erm...ah!
the Bman =)
OMG!
SHE HUGd ME!

nt tat kind of hug lar!
jgn b'fikiran senget =)
but which1 then? secret~ hoho
guess la guess la >.< color="#33ccff">she told me during class
trying 2 recall back~
n YES SHE DID ! +.+

She was so excited tat time
She has gone mad
everytime
when she talked to him
or when v were talking about her "..."
hahaha...

She oways has new target
once she aimed
hehehe...

Recall back about it~
It was the 1st TIME!!
i was HUGd by some1
in the skul ~ ^^

Dun dare to do tiz
for gal n boy
except those who r open-minded lar^^

haha
getting siao these day
LS is proceeding so faz
the chairman n organisers r so active lo
out of my expectation^^

2day really.... ahhh~
lov ya ^^ hi5!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

天空



望着远方 想着…

橙色的天空…

寂静… 孤独…

人生… 无奈…

是否 真正地想过…

也许… 曾经…



啊…